March 4th, 2006

this day and age

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Last night was absolutely incredible. There aren't words.

It's been a crazy week. So much has happened, so many emotions go up and down. And to think one week ago right now I was waiting outside in the cold of New York City. This has been one of the most intense weeks I've had in awhile. Yesterday at Meags with Kayle was a nice release, and nothing soothes me better than live music. But sooth is not cure.

"I feel so wasted away."

I think I did what is best. I hope I did what is best.
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this day and age

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I have to stop lying to myself about my feelings. I have to stop trying to convince myself I feel different than I actually do. I think that's why everything is so confusing. I want to feel one way, hate that I feel another way...and all that leaves is me entangled in my own web where I cannot escape.
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